【外國爆紅】抑郁症患者之歌:药片让我记住如何微笑(正在努力的夏栎比)
From:The Doctor Said - Chloe Adams Youtube I'll be lost inside my head Bad thoughts til 4am Then I'll try to sleep 我迷失在我的脑海里 被糟糕的想法缠绕直到凌晨4点 然后我会试着睡觉 And I can't tell anyone Im so scared they'll get up & run So I Don't speak 我不能告诉任何人 我很害怕他们会跑掉离开 所以我不会主动去说 And oh, I miss when we were younger The days were so much funner Weren't they 哦,我很想念小时候 这些日子非常有趣 不是吗? Oh, I book a new appointment Its Another disappointment They're all the same..same..same.. 哦,我预约了一个新的约会 结果是另一个失望 它们都一样...一样...一样... When the doctor says I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile 当医生说我很好 一片在早上,一片在晚上 这些药片将帮助你记住如何微笑 But what does he know, Because i feel so alone And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright Cus the doctor said you're fine 但他能明白什么 因为我觉得很孤单 妈妈和爸爸都告诉我,我没事 因为医生说你很好 My own mind can lie to me They all say its anxiety But I.. just think its me 我自己的想法可以骗我 它们都在焦虑 但是,我只是认为这就是我 Now I've lost so many years My pillow's a tissue For my tears But you, never see 现在我已经迷失了这么多年 我的枕头是一张纸巾 为了抹干我的眼泪 但你,永远不会看到 And now, I can't even eat my dinner Mom says I'm getting thinner Am I? 而现在,我甚至无法正常进食 妈妈说我越来越瘦 是吗? Oh, I book a new appointment, Yet another disappointment They're all the same..same..same 哦,我预订了一个新的约会, 还有一个令人失望的地方 他们都一样...相同...相同 When the doctor says I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile 当医生说我很好 一片在早上,一片在晚上 这些药片将帮助你记住如何微笑 But what does he know, Because i feel so alone And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright Cus the doctor said you're fine 但他能知道什么 因为我觉得很孤单 妈妈和爸爸都告诉我,我没事 因为医生说你很好 But he don't care bout me.. He'll just go home To his family Why does no one see.. Im not the girl I wish that I could be.. 但他不在乎我 他会回家 和家人团聚 为什么没有人看到 我不再是那个 我所希望的能成为的女孩 Cus the doctor says I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile 因为医生说我很好 一片在早上,一片在晚上 这些药片将帮助你记住如何微笑 But what does he know, Because i feel so alone And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright Cus the doctor said you're fine 但他不懂 因为我觉得很孤单 妈妈和爸爸都告诉我,我没事 因为医生说你很好